ambitions
What do I strive for? What could I dream about?
For my personal goals I don't see them yet. I'd like to have fun during the process ultimately.
There's this notion of "justice" if you read the story, an urge for rehabilitation and an appreciation for the body of work of my grandfather comes up. I have several problems with this approach, on one hand I ultimately have just one perspective of this topic until now, and I do think it would be a disservice to paint my relatives as the victims.